honestly. I should have named this entry another way. I miss places I've been, people I've met. I came back form an artistic camp a few days ago. I got A LOT of drawings, painting, etc. I think they may not be so interesting for you, it's just practice - so I won't upload them as deviations. I can give you links in journal

but before i do it, I'll have to tell you something. I've changed. I'm not a little child, so scared and frightened anymore. I suppose one, special person made me what I am. And I want to say thank you. I'm feeling better with myself. I would love to meet you again.

these are sure good news, if you compare them with my older entries. this year was such a sad and lonely one. this year I missed the happy period of a teenager and became a too mature kid. now I'm trying to fix it, fix myself, restore what I lost.

ufff. enough of my-sad-life. time to paste the links, ready to see them?
my first painting there. [link] doesn't look promising.
[link] my first watercolor in the whole life! a lonely sunflower... yay, I love van Gogh...
[link] really beautiful place! remember the last day, sitting there and listenning to Carla Bruni
[link] just an innocent watercolor

two portrets of my closest friends there: [link] [link] (my tutors didn't like them but that doesn't matter)

my favorite: [link] (oil)
quick sketches: [link] you'll be able to see the large picture, just click on the drawing.

I have other oil paintings, on canvas, but I'm not going to show you them. now. maybe another time

Okay and that's all for now. just wanted to show you what I do when I'm not on dA. tell me what you think about my works, do you paint and do other things beyond deviantart. things you do not submit in your gallery.

I also write and take photos if you'd like to know (: